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Questions for Meghan Daum on Life Would Be Perfect If I Lived in That House Q: In Life Would Be Perfect If I Lived in That House, you detail your lifelong obsession with real estate and your quest for a place to call home. What does "home" mean to you? How has that meaning evolved over the years? A: Asking what "home" means is like asking what "love" means. And, as I say in the book, I have a pet peeve about people referring to houses as homes, especially if theyâ??re talking in terms of real estate or about properties as physical, purchasable entities. "I just bought a new home," someone will say. Really? What does that mean? You bought a feeling, a mélange of smells, a history? No, you bought a house! In my mind, you buy a house but you make a home. Q: In your book you say, "I wanted to live on another block, in another part of town, in New York, in Paris, on the moon." Why the constant desire to move around? A: The open houses my parents took me to as a child probably were a factor. We didnâ??t do sports or play games or relax much on weekends, but my mother was always up for open houses and, moreover, the idea of moving to a new house. I definitely inherited my restlessness from her. Iâ??ve also found that moving functions as something of a stimulant for me. During the process of moving out of an old place and getting settled in a new place I find I become more energetic, more excited about my surroundings and more motivated about my life trajectory. And being in a new place just naturally makes you more observant. Itâ??s like I can feel a set of antennas rising from my skull as I pull into a new town or neighborhood. And thatâ??s a rush; I canâ??t deny it. Q: After several years in New York, you moved to Lincoln, Nebraska. What attracted you to such a different place? How much of a factor was the high price of real estate in New York in your decision to relocate? A: The reason I give most often for moving to Nebraska is, yes, the less expensive cost of living (itâ??s the most easily explained.) I rented a large apartment with beautiful woodwork in Lincoln for about a sixth of what it would have cost me in Manhattan. I was in a lot of debt from student loans and various other things, so I framed my decision around my financial picture. But that belied a deeper, less tangible and infinitely more pressing reason that I went to Nebraska, which is that I felt an almost chemical urge to radically change my surroundings. As enamored as Iâ??d been in my teens and 20s of New York City, I always nursed a constant, low-grade crush on the idea of rural life and, specifically, the aesthetics of the prairie. Some of that, Iâ??ll admit, came from having watched the Little House on the Prairie series on television and reading the books as a kid. I was consumed with the idea of homesteading, so much so that I made my mother sew me a sunbonnet so I could run around like Laura Ingalls. She also put an extra box spring under my bed and leaned a step ladder against it so I could climb up to it as though it were Laura and her sisterâ??s loft bed. Even as I grew older and outgrew Laura Ingalls I remained enthralled with the aura surrounding the high plains. I loved--and still love--the starkness of that geography, the huge sky, the scarcity of the trees, the drama of the weather. But because itâ??s easier to tell yourself and others that youâ??re uprooting your life and moving to the central plains in order to save money rather than to watch a hail storm through the window of a rattling farmhouse, I basically went with that story. Not that the money part isnâ??t true; I desperately needed to get out of debt. But there are ways to do that that donâ??t involve hailstorms, so clearly something else was at work. Q: When you eventually moved to L.A., you had a hard time letting go of life in Nebraska, and nearly bought a farmhouse there as a vacation home. Why do you think you had such a hard time leaving Lincoln for good? Does the allure of a farmhouse still call to you? A: The farmhouse definitely still calls to me! When I moved to L.A. I missed Nebraska terribly, not just for the obvious reason of missing the friends Iâ??d made there but also for (again this is intangible and a bit tricky to explain) the entire mood of the place. I could describe that mood as "laid back" but that doesnâ??t quite get to it. Itâ??s more like I detected in Nebraska a sort of peaceful coexistence with reality. That sounds kind of sophomoric and pretentious, I know, but I guess what Iâ??m saying is that I noticed a greater acceptance there of the messiness and absurdity of life. That acceptance can be difficult to find in places where the financial stakes are higher and people tend to be harder driving in the conventional sense and more invested in achieving some notion of perfection. As a former New Yorker, that kind of mentality was, alas, quite a novelty to me. And after soaking it up for nearly four years I landed in a canyon north of Los Angeles surrounded by a lot of wealthy people who wore their "laid backness" like designer jeans while they were in fact so anxious that their pets were on Xanax (true.) So in the midst of that I found myself craving that stark geography again. And every time I go back to Nebraska, which is at least once a year, I feel just so exhilarated when that plane touches down. Q: After taking the big real-estate plunge, you met, dated, and eventually married your now husband. Do you think thereâ??s any sort of karmic connection between the two? A: Iâ??d like to say yes but Iâ??d probably be lying. I was in that house for two years before I met or even really tried to meet someone (because in my mind it wasnâ??t enough to own a house; it had to be totally fixed up.) And I wasnâ??t even finished when I met my now-husband, since I made him shop for antique kitchen drawer pulls on our first date. I think it was mostly luck--and the fact that he called me for a second date even after I dragged him to an architectural salvage yard. Q: What is it about real estate that draws such a following? Why are so many Americans so obsessed with the size, location, and style of their home? Do you think thereâ??s a deeper meaning to this fixation? A: The essence of this book is really an examination of the emotions that inform these obsessions. Yes, itâ??s a book about houses. But itâ??s also about how we see ourselves in the world vis-à-vis our family, our social class, our aspirations, and our fears. The way Iâ??ve always thought of it, a house is ultimate metaphor. Itâ??s more than just shelter for ourselves and for our loved ones, more than just "the biggest purchase youâ??ll ever make." Itâ??s like a really expensive, high-maintenance, inanimate version of ourselves. Itâ??s a repository for every piece of baggage weâ??ve ever carried. Our homes protect us from the outside world, show our off taste, and accommodate our stuff. Perhaps above all, they prove to ourselves and to the world that weâ??ve truly moved out of our childhood bedrooms. You donâ??t have to be a real estate junkie, I think, to feel this way. Read More